Before I start saying anything else, it was yf I was referring to in the previous entry. Plan to carry out a mini celebration for Mum wasn't carried out; she ran off for a facial appointment instead. Disappointed that she took me so lightly; I mean, I told her bout it way beforehand and still, she made an appointment that afternoon. Meant to meet her when she's done with her appointment but yf took the longest time (ever) to take a shower and get his bum off the computer. So when we finally opened the door, Mum happened to have just arrived home. Went nowhere in the end, plan not carried out, being taken so lightly by my Mum and brother, I felt like shit okay. Stomped back to my room when I heard Mum's voice in the doorway, and said to yf in tears "go away, I don't want to talk to you" when he came into my room. I don't want to plan anything for her anymore.
Caught Ironman on Saturday night with the bf and his friends. I've been anticipating it so badly and I kept thinking to myself "it'd better be good, it'd better be good". Turns out it's indeed a great movie!
Had a tiff with the bf post-movie. It was kinda ugly. Didn't expect such a simple conversation to escalate into something so serious. I ended up wiping away tears with my pillow over the phone when we both got home. Definitely did not feel good to have looked forward to something so much and then when it finally happened, it had to end in such a sorry state. It's at times like these I wonder if we truly understand each other.
Next morning, he bought some really nice wanton noodles and drove down to pick me up for work. And I was thankful that we got back to what we were as sat in the car to have our wanton noodles. It was yummy (scrumplicious), and I can't explain how grateful I was for that since I had 2 bad wanton noodles experiences in the past 2 days. Anyway, I thought that was really sweet of him, to have woken up extra early just for me. I hope that we won't be having this kinda arguements again anytime soon, don't let it become a fortnightly affair please.
I've just accepted the offer from NIE online, just wondering if they'll still accept me if I fail my PPT. NUS offered Real Estate, and the package's really informative and looks tempting but nah, I guess that's not what I really want to do. I heard they're sending out offers for Real Estate to everyone, seems like they're kinda desperate for students huh?
No more waiting, I'm glad about that. My appointment briefing for NIE's bout 5 hours away. I can't believe it, I'm going to be a teacher? Dad reminded me that I "won't be able to do anything for 8 years", about how I'll need to keep up my grades cause I'm going to be bonded and all. Not very settling, seriously. I still can't convince myself that this is what I really want. I cannot assertively say "Yes, I want to become a teacher" when people ask, just because, I've never really given a thought about it. Okay, we'll see how the appointment briefing goes later...
Labels: bf, future, school, thoughts, updates
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