Fuck Disappointment, I wish I had better things to do than be disappointed with you or you.Still angry, thinking bout what's been happening lately. Trying to cover things up with silence or a smile or pretending that nothing's happened, that's not going to solve problems.fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckDo I feel better? Maybe? Does anyone care? Definitely not you.Kay. Enough of the complaints. Went through 2 interviews this week. The thing about interviews is that, I actually enjoy interviews. Talking to strangers can be fun, and they'd usually be asking what I like to do; I just don't like having to wait for the results. Keeping fingers crossed.
Have been idling around for quite awhile, I feel unproductive, and I also seriously feel that I need a job badly. First interview of the week was at Zouk; & if they decide to hire me, I'm going to be a fucking barmaid! No better time than now for a job like that, you just have to agree with me on this. Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease let me through this, because I would really love to buy those
Aero/
VS/
AE/
Supre shorts/panties/bags/shirts but I am officially broke.
Comm Skills tutors would have been very disappointed to know what I wore for my 2nd interview. My back-up plan & I was super under-dressed. It was supposed to be a back-up plan but after Siaos let me know of the rewarding aspects of
this career, I think I'm going to take it up if they're going to offer that something-new-PE-Taiwan-Scholarship to me. Save the fees and have a spanking good time in Taiwan, promised an interesting (hey at least not desk-bound what) job for at least 5 years, what's so bad about that? I am actually regretting not having dressed up a little bit more now. nabei.
I pestered my dad to bring me fishing tomorrow. I hope everything's going to turn out well and we'll return with a hearty catch!
Labels: daily, life, pissed off, ranting
4:30 AM
Why is it that we are taught to strive hard so that we can get the most out of life and yet, the happiest people around say they're "contented with the simple things in life"? So what are we really striving for? Towards unhappiness? Or to work so hard for everything and only come to realize that in the end, everything that you've achieved don't matter?
I flipped through my passport last night. There are 96 pages in all and mine's less than 1/10 filled up. Felt a teeny weeny hinge of sadness; so much for my proclaimed love of travelling. I do hope that I'm going to be more financially-able in time to come. Wishing for it to become part of my life, travelling.
Yeah I admit, I'm not contented in so many ways.
Labels: life, musings
6:13 PM
